This isn't a post as such its just an observation. With the problem with the intruder earlier in the year and DS1 struggling to get a job its really highlighted how much we all expect bad news.
If the phone rings or I get an unexpected letter I tense for bad news. If someone runs downstairs I expect bad news...its not just me we all do it....well that me, DD and DS1.
Its a sad indictment of our lives and how ground down we all are by constant blows. DD has had to close her blog and instagram account and its really been emotionally hard for her. She is acquiring new symptoms and new levels of 'normal' with her pain and life is getting very hard for her. Its happened many times as she has had to come to terms with new restrictions on what she can do and how much life she can have. Its really hard and she is struggling, can't blame her constant pain and no ability to do anything isn't much of a life.
DS1 is getting increasingly depressed by his lack of progress towards a job and some sort of a life outside his room, which makes it hard for him to motivate himself to do anything. Its a vicious circle, I can just hope he does eventually find a job that works for him.
DS2 is also floundering at the moment as the careful plans for next year have fallen apart and we are having to start from scratch again but with limited time. Such is life.
Hardly a surprise we all look for bad news!
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